Sunday, October 01, 2006


Seems to me, its a very rare thing.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

+ Known as: Rebekah/ Beka
+ Born: 07/24
+ Haircolor: Very Blonde.
+ Eyecolor: Icy blue, with a dark blue rim.


+ Fallen off the bed? many a time.
+ Broken someone else's heart? I don't think so.
+ Had your heart broken? At the time you really think it is, but later on I've come to realize that it isn't.
+ Had a dream come true? Yes, :)


+ Wearing: Bikiniii.
+ Listening to: Dave Matthews Band
+ Located: Bedroom
+ Chatting with: My sister.
+ Watching: Nothing.
+ Should REALLY be: I just finished cleaning my room, so I think I'm okay.


+ Do you brush your teeth? DER!
+ Have any piercings? Ears
+ Drive? Yes
+ Drink? Yes
+ Have a cell phone? Yes


+ Hugged: Abby
+ IMed: I wouldn't know.
+ Talked with on the phone: Elizabeth Bates Steele.


+ What do you want to be when you get older? Everything.
+What comes first in your life? My family.
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? Actually No. Not at all.
+ What are you most scared of? Death.
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? My mind races.
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? Yes, don't we all?
+ How many times have you FALLEN in love: Never.


+ Movie: The Goonies, and pretty in pink
+ Band: Jack Johnson, Cartel
+ Store: Target and Macys
+ Cousin: I don't have any true cousins.
+ Sport: Surfing.
+ Food: Spicy, anything spicy.
+ Candy: Peanut Butter M&Ms.
+ Day of the week: Saturday.
+ color: Aqua


+ Like to give hugs? Yes.
+ Like to walk in the rain? Yes, I love to dance in it more though.
+ Prefer black or blue? Blue.
+ Sleep on your side, stomach or back? All of the above.
+ Have a goldfish? never.
+ Have stuffed animals? Yes


+ Pierced nose or tongue? Nose
+ MTV or BET? MTV.
+ 7th heaven or dawsons creek? Dawsons Creek.
+ Chocolate or flowers? Flowers.
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? B&W. It reminds me of an old Heburn movie.
+ Stay up late or sleep in? Stay up late.
+ Hot or cold? Hot.
+ Sun or moon? Sun.
+ Left or Right? Right.
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? One Best Friend.
+ Mustard or ketchup? Mustard
+ Spring or Fall? Spring.
+ Happy or sad: Happy.
+ Wonder or amazement? Amazement.
+ McDonald's or Burger King? Neither
+ Mexican or Italian food? Mexican


First best friend: Grace.
First screen name: same as the current.
First self purchased CD: U2
First pets: Dog
First piercing/tattoo: Ears.


Last car ride: WIth my mom on the way home from Adam and Noah's House.
Last good cry: A couple weeks ago at camp.
Last crush: Oh man. Don't go there.
Last phone call? Rachel... ooopsss.
Last time showered: This Afternoon.
Last shoes worn: Reefs
Last Song played: DMB---->#41
Last item bought: I think it was Gas. I don't really buy anything else anymore.
Last annoyance: Last night.
Last website visited:
Last word/s you said: I think so
Last song you sang: Crash Into me
What's under your bed?: Junk in the trunk.
What time did you wake up today?: 7:30
Current mood: Happy, so so so very HAPPY.
current food: I'm about to go get some of my birthday ice-cream cake.
Current hair: Messy on top of my head. Just the way I like it.
Current annoyance(s): Nothing at all.
Current hate: I don't hate.


[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] Sometimes I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses/contacts
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have had piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have/had freckles.

Family/Home Life

[ ] I've run away from home
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x]My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.


[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x]I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x ] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip/drop in public.


[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.


[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.


[] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ x] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.


[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[] I own iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own a real designer purse.
[x ] I own an accesory other than a purse from a designer
[ x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ x] Majority of my closet is abercrombie/hollister/american eagle


[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up easily to others.
[x ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7 even with an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally true.

Monday, July 31, 2006

Pachuca sunrise

Minus The Bear is amazing, check them out.

I'm 17 now... and until last night when I was standing in blockbuster, did I relize that I can now see Rated 'R' movies or rent them. Ah I guess that is the perk of being 17? Why didn't someone remind me.

The weather has been odd lately. Rainstorm today, it was horrid, I was scared to drive home from publix it was so bad. I couldn't see anything at all. My mom was right in front of me the whole way home. It was a monsoon... to say the least.

I am afriad to start life again, I am enjoying these lazy days of summer... Going to the shop and doing what I please may it be painting or writing letters to long lost friends of my past. I love summer. I love, love it. Hopefully this school year will pass quickly.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

First off:

Camp was amazing, with the exception of my cabin. haha They were nuts, to say the least and they had major attitude problems. But I always grow from the challenge of dealing with that and it better prepares me for more intense problems. Always good. I cryed three nights in a row, I started thursday night during skit night, everything just overwhelmed me, and I started to bawl. Then of course naturally I would cry on friday night during closing ceremony, I started when Hannah was awarded Honor camper. I cryed when Britney left on saturday and then I cryed when i said goodbye to Johanna, and then again when I said goodbye to Lizzy and Julia, and then I kept crying my whole way to Jensen's House to pick up Hannah. I love my Wekiva friends with all my heart, which is why its so hard to say good-bye because you never know when your going to see them again. :(

My Birthday is tomorrow. & as of now my mom is making me work and pick up kids from soccer practice. Isn't that pleasent? Oh yes. Way to spend the one day I want to sleep. I need sleep. I haven't been this tired in ages, I'm emotionally drained, as well as Physically. I do not have anything left in me for anyone. I just sit there stairing into space and nodding off.

Alrighty I'm off to go to sleep. Night all!

Friday, July 07, 2006

Dusk and Summer.

I've been sick all week... Always a good time. Laying in bed all day long, or laying on the floor at the shop for hours on end. The whole camp got the stomach flu, and I got the effects after I got home. Never did I feel so lethargic in my life. I lost quite a few pounds.

The weather has been great. I am so happy to be able to walk outside and feel the sun on my shoulders again. All week I've been wearing sweaters... and wrapping big fleece blankets around me while sitting in the sun still shivering.

I need a beach day. I am making the three days when I get back from Gainsville beach days. If you would like to join me, leave a message, call the house, e-mail. I'm ready to have summer. I feel like such an adult this year, I finally got to hang out with my best friend last night for the first time all summer. Work has overloaded me once again, and I feel as though I'm going to enter my senior year with the all the weight I left Jr. year with. Not having a moment to breath in between. I cannot wait for my birthday, its almost seems like the only valid excuse to take a break. I will spend the whole day doing what I please. Maybe just driving around thinking, stoping at the beach for a quick surf, grabbing a burrito. Just breathing.

I finished (and started) a painting today at the shop. There were horrific amounts of rain so therefor it was slow as if that is any excuse I suppose. I paint a lot when I'm there... I started the other rocking chair as well. Painting is something that mellows me out... I'm not good at it, it just keeps me concentrated on one thing, and I focuse I don't think about anything else. I'm at peace, just like when I'm at the beach. Or when I find a good mellow C.D.

UF is sunday. Hopefully I'll get to see a lot of the campus. Hopefully the drive isn't to bad.
I just hope that it is relaxing most of all.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Me Gustan Mucho:
Ceasar Chicken
Being Home
Driving my car again
Friends who want to know where I've been
The Fray
Swimming pools

I miss:
The beach
A couple of people in particular whom I haven't seen in a while

First week of camp went well...If you call the whole camp going through the stomach flu, while the counsolors who were'nt puking had to clean up the mess. The schedules for the girls were messed up everyday, and we had to fix them... yet we got yelled at because we were trying to fix them. Our motto for the week: "WHATEV." I had a good time, met a lot of new friends whom are awesome. Bonded with the coolest camper ever, sydney. She was amazing, and I see a great future for that kid. She will make an awesome counsolor at wekiva which excites me. There was a lot of fun to be had of course. I'm missing two weeks of camp because of UF. So I'll be back for the last week. :)

My birthday is soon... I don't know whether or not to be excited, I guess its just another year.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

List TEN songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if
they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1.The Beatles - Let it Be
2. The Fray- How to Save a Life
3.Bob Marley - No Woman No Cry
4. Snow Patrol- Chocolate
5. Damian "Jr. Gong" Marley- His Newest Album in a whole is just amazing.
6. Ben Harper- Don't talk about Murder while I'm eating
7. No Doubt- Hella Good
8. Sublime- 40 oz to Freedom
9. Jack Johnson-Bubble Toes
10. Radiohead- 2+2=5

I don't usually tag people. But Shannon I'll tag you, you update regularly.
As for anyone else, tag yourselves lets here what music is your fav.

Its been a good weekend, and I'm ready to take a nap.
Peace out <3