Request:

Pray for me, tomorrow is my driver's test. Pray that I pass for my mother's sake. :) thanks!!!!!

-/+ Work tomorrow. Hopefully all goes well.
+ I drove OVER the Bridge today. Wow. Funnn. :)
- I'm dealing with a lot of "worry" right now.
+ Life is good other than me worry about my brother leaving.
- My legs are so cut up it isn't even cool. :(
+ I have a whole gallon of Publix Sweet Tea in the kitchen. Happyness in a jug.
+ John Mayer makes me happy.
+ I LOVE DRIVING AND LISTENING TO MUSIC. :)
-/+ I excited/scared about getting my lisence. Whoa, Beka Driving?! Who woulda thought?
+ My room is clean
+ I made a bunch of Chinese food for dinner, and its smelling really fab.
+ Chandler makes me laugh. Really hard.
+ I'm officially a senior in Highschool. SCHWEET!!!!!!!!!!!
+ Piper is so much fun. I love hanging out with her.
+ Finley Claire will make me double over laughing, which sends her into a giggle-fit. Which makes me laugh harder.
+ Movies are my favorite thing to do right now. I don't usually like movies, but right now they are pretty cooool. :)
+ITS SUMMMERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Baghdad ER.

I haven't cryed that much in a long time. My eyes are bloodshot, and sting. I will never look at a soldier the same again.

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[] I think I'm ugly sometimes
[x] I have many scars.
[after I have a base tan yes.] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years(for that very reason.)
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school/Class


Embarrassment

[] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[xohyes ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling

[x] I've riden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to Asia.


Experiences

[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[] I've been an abuse victim.
[x ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of commitment.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality

[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[] I love to flirt.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[] I am a terrible liar.
[] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] Seeing a therapist.


Death and Suicide

[] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x ] I own something from Hollister Co.


Political/Social Attitudes

[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm outgoing. (in a socially awkward way)
[x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[] I'm liberal.
[ ] I don't like Bush
[] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[x] im religious.
[] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."


Random

[] I can sing well...I've been told that i can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[I do when I'm angry] I curse regularly.
[] I sing in the shower.
[on occassion] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x ] I'm a snob about grammar
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ x] I like Martha Stewart.
[x ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x When I am with my brothers or something then yes, I'll pop out the old school player ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest

BLAH!
BLAH!
BLAH!

Mother's day is sunday. Beach with the family. GOOD GOOD GOOD! I want some family time. I'm over working and not sleeping well. Beachhhh here we comee!

ALSO
I am going to be buying a camera pretty soon. What kind? I don't know. :/

World Peace?

I know everytime I post I tell how happy I am with my life. There are ups and downs, but really I think right now this very moment I have world peace. I am happy with everyone I am coming in contact with, even my evil boss, people I don't want to talk to, people I see on the street, My family, My friends. I have relized that life is just too short to bicker, moan, and complain to everyone about everything. We really need to think about the bigger things in life, like LIFE itself. My friends Grama died today. Her Grampa died last semester. Prime example of how we cannot take life for granted or the people God has blessed us with. Our days are numbered, and sometimes we don't take the 10 seconds to relize that. Nor do we stop to look at the butterflys, or the flowers that are blooming now. My Eleventh year of school is coming to an end. I will be a senior next year, which means one more year of Highschool. Then I will be a college student. Wow, even I don't know where the time has gone. I still think I'm 6 again, playing with my big brothers. But I look around, and I see my neices, I have neices, wow! My brother is married, my other brother is engaged. Jonah is returning to the middle east, and when he comes home he will be out of the Milatary. Sarah is going to be in seventh grade, thats Jr. High. Wow. She is growing up. I want to take a picture of my life right now and put it in a frame. Everyday brings new things, new joys, new bumps, happyness.


Today I bought two new Roxy bags, both very cute, as well as a Roxy dress, and new Roxy flip-flops. Yay!

Ben Harper's Newest Album is too die for, 'Both Sides Of The Gun'.

This weekend was nice, simple and relaxing. I cleaned the house today, and I have to say I really, really, love to clean. I know its weird, but hey, who is complaining? I spent an hour cleaning my bathroom... The room you are getting clean in is often the more dirty room in the whole entire house I've come to find. How strange.
I also had time to lay out by the pool, and jump in. Although I have this killer ear-ache/Infection. It is just killing me, it hurts so bad. I have been sick all week as well. O well.

I miss Lizzy Bates. I miss Adrian. I miss Mike Mullins.
I miss the people who aren't here.

Lets get this party started

SUMMER '06 IS SO CLOSE!

Yes. Mhmm. So close I can taste it. :) Life is good. I am happy. I am going to be driving in less than a month if I make a driver's test Appointment. I am stoked Like whoa. I am quiting my job too. Life is goood, did I mention that?