Pachuca sunrise

Minus The Bear is amazing, check them out.

I'm 17 now... and until last night when I was standing in blockbuster, did I relize that I can now see Rated 'R' movies or rent them. Ah I guess that is the perk of being 17? Why didn't someone remind me.

The weather has been odd lately. Rainstorm today, it was horrid, I was scared to drive home from publix it was so bad. I couldn't see anything at all. My mom was right in front of me the whole way home. It was a monsoon... to say the least.

I am afriad to start life again, I am enjoying these lazy days of summer... Going to the shop and doing what I please may it be painting or writing letters to long lost friends of my past. I love summer. I love, love it. Hopefully this school year will pass quickly.

First off:

Camp was amazing, with the exception of my cabin. haha They were nuts, to say the least and they had major attitude problems. But I always grow from the challenge of dealing with that and it better prepares me for more intense problems. Always good. I cryed three nights in a row, I started thursday night during skit night, everything just overwhelmed me, and I started to bawl. Then of course naturally I would cry on friday night during closing ceremony, I started when Hannah was awarded Honor camper. I cryed when Britney left on saturday and then I cryed when i said goodbye to Johanna, and then again when I said goodbye to Lizzy and Julia, and then I kept crying my whole way to Jensen's House to pick up Hannah. I love my Wekiva friends with all my heart, which is why its so hard to say good-bye because you never know when your going to see them again. :(


My Birthday is tomorrow. & as of now my mom is making me work and pick up kids from soccer practice. Isn't that pleasent? Oh yes. Way to spend the one day I want to sleep. I need sleep. I haven't been this tired in ages, I'm emotionally drained, as well as Physically. I do not have anything left in me for anyone. I just sit there stairing into space and nodding off.


Alrighty I'm off to go to sleep. Night all!

Dusk and Summer.

I've been sick all week... Always a good time. Laying in bed all day long, or laying on the floor at the shop for hours on end. The whole camp got the stomach flu, and I got the effects after I got home. Never did I feel so lethargic in my life. I lost quite a few pounds.

The weather has been great. I am so happy to be able to walk outside and feel the sun on my shoulders again. All week I've been wearing sweaters... and wrapping big fleece blankets around me while sitting in the sun still shivering.

I need a beach day. I am making the three days when I get back from Gainsville beach days. If you would like to join me, leave a message, call the house, e-mail. I'm ready to have summer. I feel like such an adult this year, I finally got to hang out with my best friend last night for the first time all summer. Work has overloaded me once again, and I feel as though I'm going to enter my senior year with the all the weight I left Jr. year with. Not having a moment to breath in between. I cannot wait for my birthday, its almost seems like the only valid excuse to take a break. I will spend the whole day doing what I please. Maybe just driving around thinking, stoping at the beach for a quick surf, grabbing a burrito. Just breathing.

I finished (and started) a painting today at the shop. There were horrific amounts of rain so therefor it was slow as if that is any excuse I suppose. I paint a lot when I'm there... I started the other rocking chair as well. Painting is something that mellows me out... I'm not good at it, it just keeps me concentrated on one thing, and I focuse I don't think about anything else. I'm at peace, just like when I'm at the beach. Or when I find a good mellow C.D.
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UF is sunday. Hopefully I'll get to see a lot of the campus. Hopefully the drive isn't to bad.
I just hope that it is relaxing most of all.

Me Gustan Mucho:
WYC
Ceasar Chicken
Being Home
Driving my car again
Friends who want to know where I've been
The Fray
Swimming pools


I miss:
The beach
A couple of people in particular whom I haven't seen in a while
Sleep


First week of camp went well...If you call the whole camp going through the stomach flu, while the counsolors who were'nt puking had to clean up the mess. The schedules for the girls were messed up everyday, and we had to fix them... yet we got yelled at because we were trying to fix them. Our motto for the week: "WHATEV." I had a good time, met a lot of new friends whom are awesome. Bonded with the coolest camper ever, sydney. She was amazing, and I see a great future for that kid. She will make an awesome counsolor at wekiva which excites me. There was a lot of fun to be had of course. I'm missing two weeks of camp because of UF. So I'll be back for the last week. :)

My birthday is soon... I don't know whether or not to be excited, I guess its just another year.